Tuesday, 9 August 2011

Hyuna- A Bitter Day ( featuring Junhyung and G-NA )



A Bitter Day 다 이렇게 지워가겠지
언제가는 잊혀지겠지
나 그제서야 웃겠지만 지금은 나도 어쩔수가 없네
날씨가 좋아도 기분은 전혀 좋지 않아
날 놀리는 것 같아 괜히 막 화가 견디기 힘든 상황에
빠져서 허우적대네
나와 정 반대 세상은 아무렇지도 않게 잘 돌아가잖아
너 또한 잘 살아가더라고 It’s not fair 이건 불공평해
지나가는 사람들 시선조차 내게 동정이 돼
되는 일이 하나 없어 오늘 아침에 내려야 할 곳을 놓쳐서
문득 니 생각에 뒤늦게 내린 인적드문 정거장에
오늘따라 쓸쓸해보여서 그냥 눈물이 났어 그렇게 한참을 걸었어
밉기만 했던 니가 새삼스리 그리웠어
널 붙잡을 힘도없이 약해빠졌었던 지난 날을 너무 한심해서
A Bitter Day 다 이렇게 지워가겠지
언제가는 잊혀지겠지
나 그제서야 웃겠지만 지금은 나도 어쩔수가 없네
아무것도 할수가 없어 지금 또 니 생각이 나서
참 슬프지만 정말 힘이 들겠지만 계속 지워볼게
변명처럼 들리겠지 무슨 말을 해도 이 모든게
다 널 위한거라 말을 해도 넌 내겐 너무나도
과분해서 어울리지 않는 옷을 걸친듯 불편해서
아름답지만 나도 니가 내 옆에서 시들어가는데
그걸 지켜보는 내 기분 어떻겠어 아예 시작을 하지말걸
처음 그때 니 눈을 보지 말걸
널 놓아주고나면 홀가분해질거라 생각했는데 그게 아니더라
또 이별은 머리는 아는데 마음이 부정을 못하더라고
매일 널 그리고 지우기를 반복해 아픈건 내가 다 할게
넌 그저 행복했음 좋겠어 지금의 선택
헛되지않길 후회하지 않길 널 위해 항상 기도할게
A Bitter Day 다 이렇게 지워가겠지
언제가는 잊혀지겠지
나 그제서야 웃겠지만 지금은 나도 어쩔수가 없네
아무것도 할수가 없어 지금 또 니 생각이 나서
참 슬프지만 정말 힘이 들겠지만 계속 지워볼게
조금씩 잊혀질거야 시간이 지나가면 웃으며 추억할 수 있겠지
시간이 약이란 흔한 말 말고 더 확실한 방법을 내게 말을 해줘
내게 받던 것 보다 더 큰 사랑 받을 수 있어 넌 여전히 아름다워
영원할거라 했잖아 결국 우리도 남들과 똑같아
A Bitter Day 다 이렇게 지워가겠지
언제가는 잊혀지겠지
그 날이 오겠지



Translation:

A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it
Even though the weather is nice, I don’t feel good at all
Feels like it’s making fun of me, I start to get angry
Drowning in a difficult situation, I start to thrash
But the world is the exact opposite, it spins perfectly fine as if nothing is wrong
And you are also living well, It’s not fair, this is really not fair
Even the stares from the people passing by shows sympathy for me
Nothing is working out for me and because I missed the stop I was supposed to be off
I am suddenly reminded by the thoughts of you
The beaten up bus stop I got off looked even lonelier today so the tears just started to fall down
And like that I kept on walking for a long time
I started to miss you, who I used to just hate
Because I was so pathetic in my past days when I didn’t even have the strength to hold on to you
A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it
I can’t do anything about it
Even though I’m really sad that I was reminded of you again,
It will really be hard for me, but I will keep trying to erase
No matter what I say, it will all sound like an excuse to you
Even when I tell you that all of these words are for you
You were really too much for me, I almost felt uncomfortable like wearing the clothes that didn’t match me
You were beautiful, but watching you wither away next to me, how do you think that would make me feel?
I shouldn’t have started at all, I shouldn’t have looked into your eyes the first time I met you
I thought that I would feel weightless if I let you go, but that wasn’t it
My mind understood the farewell, but my heart wouldn’t give in
Every day I would repeat drawing you and erasing you
I would handle all the suffering, I just wish that you would be happy
So that I this decision I made would not be worthlessness or bring any regrets
I will always pray for you
A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it
I can’t do anything about it
Even though I’m really sad that I was reminded of you again,
It will really be hard for me, but I will keep trying to erase
I will erase you little by little, when time passes I will be able to remember you with a smile
Instead of the cliché phrase saying that time is the cure, please tell me a more definite way
You will be able to receive even a better love compared to the one you received from me, you are still beautiful
You said we were going to remain forever, in the end we are the same as the others
A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
That day will come

Monday, 8 August 2011

Fahrenheit- 心疼妳的心疼/Cherish Your Heartache

總是在夜深人靜想一個人
妳留給我的回憶 映著月光更深刻
如果說後悔可以殺一個人
我已經為妳死掉 多少次了呢

妳的淚痕 妳默默忍耐過的寒冷
我現在才懂得
心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著
去彌補從前所有不完整
讓我讓妳快樂 為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等 等我們的愛重生
時間是一道不能反轉的門
那時的年少輕狂 如今想來多殘忍
只不過這個世上沒有一本 能夠教我們如何 相愛的手冊

妳的淚痕 妳默默忍耐過的寒冷
我現在才懂得
心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著
去彌補從前所有不完整
讓我讓妳快樂 為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等 等我們的愛重生

再也不會讓妳受傷了
我已完全明白愛能教人心多疼
這次換我等 換我為妳犧牲
讓我守護著妳 跟我一起走過時間的河

心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著
去彌補從前所有不完整
讓我讓妳快樂 為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等 等我們的愛重生


TRANSLATION


Always thinking about someone at late at night
The memories you gave me, are even more memorable under moon light
If say regret can kill someone
Then I died for you, for how many times?

Your tears, the winter you tolerate in silence.
I finally understand now.
My heart aches your heartache, want to hug you tightly.To make up the incompleteness from the past.
Let me make you happy, be responsible for your smile.
The promised future is still waiting, waiting for the rebirth of our love.
Time is a door that cannot reverse
Days when we were young and crazy, now seem cruel when thinking about them.
It's just there isn't a booklet in this world that can teach us how to love each other

Your tears, the winter you tolerate in silence.
I finally understand now.
My heart aches your heartache, want to hug you tightly.To make up the incompleteness from the past.
Let me make you happy, be responsible for your smile.
The promised future is still waiting, waiting for the rebirth of our love.

Won't let you get hurt again
I already fully understand how love can ache one's heart
My term to wait this time, let me sacrifice for you this time
Let me protect you, walk over river of time together with me

My heart aches your heartache, want to hug you tightly.
To make up the incompleteness from the past.
Let me make you happy, be responsible for your smile.
The promised future is still waiting, waiting for the rebirth of our love

Thursday, 4 August 2011

I AM WHAT I AM!!!

I am what I am
I am my own special creation
Come take a look
Give me the hook
Or the ovation
It's my world
That I want to have a little pride
My world
And it's not a place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a dam
Till I can say
I am what I am

I don't want praise, I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise, I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each sparkle and each bangle
Why not see things from a different angle?
Your life is a shame
Till you can shout out I am what I am

What I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces, sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am

Yes I am what I am...










Tuesday, 2 August 2011

Meet Thanya =)

Who is Thanya? How I met her? Hehe... Suprise, suprise. She is my foster sister from Phichai Rattanakhan School, Ranong, Thailand. Her name is Thanyarat. I call her Thanya (Tania) or sometimes 'Pu' (She wants me to call her by that name since her family call her by that name) =p
She arrived here in Penang on Saturday (23rd of July)at 2pm. Me and my brother, together with my sister decided to take her to Gurney Plaza since it was already late in the afternoon and my parents were in KL. I met Kristie (already planned xD), and Esmond with his friend. Brought her around (walked to cinema, toys r us and MPH bookstore). Then we had our lunch+dinner at Kenny Rogers.
On the next day, well... my parents returned from KL and so I introduced her to my parents. At 8am in the morning, took her to Penang Hills but too bad the view was not so nice as it was hazy. Then, mum took her to BJ shopping complex and guess what? Mum bought her a 'baju kurung' for a dinner at Gurney Hotel :)

                                                                          Not bad =p



The next day was a school day (25th July). The FREES were attracted to her xD I gotta admit that she is cute :) Lucky to get her as my foster sister xD She easily suit herself  here and that was good. I felt happy to see her smile with her friends  (I just cant start a convo with her at home T..T)  That was almost all. Another 4 days with the same routine.....

Places I took her to:-
1) Straitsquay- Had dinner at Delicious
2) Tokong Ular area- Eat char koay teow
3) Penang bridge. Took ferry to island from mainland
4) Special thanks to Jason Mot for binging her to Auto-City
5) Queensbay Mall- Had J. Co Donuts and brought her to souvenirs shop. Also the time she revealed her   talent in speaking Mandarin :p

School brought her to Botanical Gaden, KOMTAR and Penang hills, A-G-A-I-N =,= on 28th of July.








                                                                        Penang Hills :D



                                                         Gurney Hotel....yummm yummm......


                                                             MCDonalds on the last night


30th of July- The day when she left us..... sad sad :( Had a lot of fun with her. She is like my younger sister to me.... I was not in school during the time she left Penang as I was having First Aid Competition in HQ (managed to get 1st runner-up tho :D) Was quite down the whole day :/ Told her to keep in touch and to take care :'/

Ps: Miss you <3 Hope we'll meet again